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Aug 31, 2024

Bonifacius Stoltzlin

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It’s not surprising that pride, greed, anger, lust, envy, and gluttony make the sixth century Seven Deadly Sins list. But sloth? We commonly associate sloth with laziness but when Gregory the Great included sloth in his deadly sin list, he had other things in mind than physical lethargy. The Latin word for sloth, acedia, means “without care” and is more akin to spiritual apathy. Kathleen Norris wrote a book about this spiritual affliction titled, appropriately enough, Acedia and Me. She chronicles in her book her lifelong struggle with acedia. She first became aware of it when, at age fifteen, she began asking herself, “Why bother? Why bother with church and prayer?” Writing after the deaths of her father and husband, she describes acedia in her book as a kind of spiritual morphine. “You know the pain is there, yet you cannot rouse yourself to give a damn.” She asks a provocative question, “Why am I so willing to waste time, as if it were not a gift, mindlessly consuming and discarding my precious mortal life?” We appear on the outside to be anything but slothful. We are busy people. Look at the way we run around and concern ourselves with living. But our busyness has a way of masking acedia. It can be a cover for being lazy and slothful toward the things of God. It’s hard to admit, I know, but lazy is what we are at times: lazy for God. Kathleen’s remedy for acedia is rather simple: “Go for a walk. Memorize Scripture. Sing Psalms. Seek community. Worship. Shovel manure. Dust a bookshelf. Wash dishes. Study. Read. Write. Pray. And be kind to one another.”
Bonifacius Stoltzlin (1603-1677) pastored several rural German churches during the Thirty Years War in Europe. This deadly war, which began as a religious conflict, had a devastating spiritual impact on Protestants and Catholics alike. His morning prayer invites us to ask God to awaken us from spiritual slumber:

Lord Jesus Christ, our Strength, our Rock, our Fortress, our Deliverer, our God, and Lord in whom we trust, we thank and praise Thee from our hearts that Thou hast bidden us awake from sleep in health and comfort. Awaken also our inmost hearts and souls that today and throughout the coming week we may serve Thee obediently and faithfully perform the duties of our several callings and awaken at last one day with joy to the life eternal. Amen.

Carl J. Bunsen, Prayers from the Collection of the late Baron Bunsen, 1871, p93.

Rev. Dr. Peter James served 42 years as the senior of Vienna Presbyterian Church in Vienna, VA — 21 years in the 20th century and 21 years in the 21st century. He retired in 2021 and now serves as Pastor-in-Residence at Gordon-Conwell Theological Seminary.

Even as a pastor, prayer came slowly to Pete. Read Pete’s story.