Mar 6, 2023

Catherine of Siena

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Jesus was the epitome of contemplation in action. He was a model contemplative, withdrawing from people at regular intervals for intentional prayer. Yet he was also an activist, healing the sick and proclaiming the Kingdom of God. His rich inner life directed his dynamic outer life. Separating contemplation from action leads to a distortion in either direction. Contemplation without action leads to self-absorption. Action without contemplation leads to burnout. Catherine of Siena (1347-1380) sought to balance contemplation with action. She was a contemplative of the highest order, rigorous in her practice of prayer, meditation and fasting. Her principal writing, Dialog, revealed an intimate conversation between God and her soul. She discussed with Jesus weighty matters like the reform of his church and the conversion of the world. Yet her life with Christ also involved “blood,” “sweat” and “tears,” favorite terms to Catherine. At a time when religious vocations for women were limited to the convent, she had the ear of popes and princes. She served as a key advisor to two popes, addressing them in letters affectionately as “Babbo” (daddy) instead of the formal address “Your Highness.” She travelled throughout Italy urging reform for clergy and reconciling warring factions in her city.  She was sent on several vital diplomatic missions. Many of her 400 letters that survive demonstrate her activism in many directions.  Was she successful in merging contemplation with action? Her influence was considerable, yet she also died prematurely after years of extreme fasting. Whether she suffered from anorexia remains a matter of scholarly debate. Her prayer displays the depth of her spirituality and her genuine seeking after God:

Eternal Trinity, you are like a deep sea, in which the more I seek, the more I find; and the more I find, the more eagerly I seek. You fill the soul, yet never fully satisfy it; the soul continues to hunger and thirst for you, longing to see you who is the source of all light. In your light, eternal Trinity, I have seen into the deep ocean of your love and have rejoiced in the beauty of your creation. Then looking at myself in you, I have recognized that you have made me in your image. This is the most precious gift which I receive from you in your power and in your wisdom. Eternal Trinity, you are the Creator and I the creature. I have come to know you because you have created me anew in your Son Jesus Christ. You are in love with me out of your love for Him. You have given yourself to me. What more could I ask? You are a fire, ever burning and never consumed. You consume in your heart all the self-love within my soul, taking away all coldness. You are a light, ever shining and never fading. You drive away all the darkness within my heart, enabling me to see your glorious truth. You are goodness beyond all goodness, beauty beyond all beauty, wisdom beyond all wisdom. You are the garment that covers all nakedness. You are the food that satisfies all hunger.

Rev. Dr. Peter James served 42 years as the senior of Vienna Presbyterian Church in Vienna, VA — 21 years in the 20th century and 21 years in the 21st century. He retired in 2021 and now serves as Pastor-in-Residence at Gordon-Conwell Theological Seminary.

Even as a pastor, prayer came slowly to Pete. Read Pete’s story.