Shia LaBeouf (age 38) is an American actor and filmmaker. He was raised with Jewish as well as Christian influences but acknowledged in 2007 that “religion never made any sense to me.” His struggle with alcohol addiction and a series of public scandals brought him to the verge of despair. “I was on my way out,” he admitted later of this dark period in his life. He was asked to play the lead role in a movie about a remarkable Capuchin friar named Padre Pio. To learn the role, Shia spent considerable time at a monastery in California. One friar, Brother Jude, advised him, “If you are going to play Padre Pio, you need to read the gospels.” As Shia read Matthew’s gospel, his big takeaway was “Let go.” The movie was filmed on location in the monastery where Padre Pio lived in Italy. Shia said of that time, “I walked in [the movie process] a wounded man in full-blown suffering. Through the course of the movie, I came out of my little shame cave and walked back into the world, found purpose again, and redemption again. I was saved. I was lost, and I was saved through Jesus Christ.” He has since become active in the Catholic church.
Padre Pio (1887-1968) decided to dedicate his life to God at age five. He announced to his parents a few years later, “I want to be a friar…with a beard.” At fifteen, he joined the Capuchin Brotherhood (a Catholic order that traces its roots to Francis of Assisi) with its customary vows of poverty, chastity, and obedience. I’m not quite sure what to do with reports that Padre Pio wrestled with the devil and bore in his body the wounds of Jesus (called stigmata), but his witness to the risen Christ in Shia’s life is wonderfully redemptive. His well-known “Stay with me” prayer leads us to pray:
Padre Pio
Stay with me, Lord,
for it is necessary to have you present
so that I do not forget you.
You know how easily I forget You.
Stay with me, Lord, for You are my life,
and without You, I am without fervor.
Stay with me, Lord, for You are my light,
and without You, I am in darkness.
Stay with me, Lord, to show me Your will.
Stay with me, Lord, so that I may hear Your voice
and follow You.
Stay with me, Lord, for I desire to love You,
and always be in Your company…
Stay with me, Jesus,
for it is getting late, and the day is coming to a close,
and life passes, death, judgment eternity approaches.
It is necessary to renew my strength,
so that I will not stop along the way
and for that, I need You…
Stay with me, Jesus,
I do not ask for divine consolation,
because I do not merit it,
but the gift of Your presence,
oh yes, I ask this of You.
Stay with me, Lord,
For it is You alone, I look for,
Your love, Your grace, Your will, Your heart, Your Spirit,
because I love You
and ask no other reward but to love You more and more.
With a firm love, I will love You with all my heart
while on earth and continue to love you through all eternity.
Amen.
Padre Pio, The Agony of Jesus: A Meditation on our Lord’s Agony in the Garden.
Rev. Dr. Peter James served 42 years as the senior of Vienna Presbyterian Church in Vienna, VA — 21 years in the 20th century and 21 years in the 21st century. He retired in 2021 and now serves as Pastor-in-Residence at Gordon-Conwell Theological Seminary.
Even as a pastor, prayer came slowly to Pete. Read Pete’s story.