May 18, 2024

Puritan Prayer

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Researchers call it “Facebook Envy.” Looking at your friends’ exotic vacations, beautiful children, and fabulous social lives can leave us feeling lonely, self-critical, and depressed. Social media-induced envy is but a new twist on an old human malady. Envy was targeted for special mention in the Ten Commandments and lethal enough to be included in Evagrius Ponticus’ fifth century list of Seven Deadly Sins. Cain killed Abel out of envy, Saul became insanely envious of David and Jesus was turned over to Pilate by the religious authorities of account of envy. Basil of Caesarea preached a sermon, “On Envy,” to catechumens preparing to join his church in Caesarea in AD 364. He defined envy as “the pain caused by a neighbor’s prosperity.” He observed that envy does more harm to the envious than the envied. While those envied are often oblivious to it, the envious suffer from envy’s deleterious consequences. We read in Proverbs, “A heart at peace gives life to the body, but envy rots the bones” (Prov. 14.30). Envy saps our core strength, upsets our digestion, distorts our thinking, and disrupts our sleep. In Shakespeare’s play, Iago warns Othello to guard against jealousy, even as Iago is doing all he can in his sinister role to feed it, “O beware, my lord, of jealousy. It is the green-ey’d monster which doth mock the meat it feeds upon.” Envy is a killer sin, and so we join with our Puritan forebears in praying for deliverance from it:

Lord Jesus, I sin.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         Grant that I may never cease grieving because of it,
never be content with myself,
never that I can reach a point of perfection.
Kill my envy, command my tongue,
trample down self.
Deliver me from attachments from things unclean,
from wrong associations,
from the predominance of evil passions.
Give me grace to be holy, kind, pure, peaceable,
to live for Thee and not for self,
to copy Thy words, acts, spirit,
to be consecrated wholly to Thee,
to live entirely for Thy glory.

Arthur Bennett, The Valley of Vision: A Collection of Puritan Prayers and Devotions.

Rev. Dr. Peter James served 42 years as the senior of Vienna Presbyterian Church in Vienna, VA — 21 years in the 20th century and 21 years in the 21st century. He retired in 2021 and now serves as Pastor-in-Residence at Gordon-Conwell Theological Seminary.

Even as a pastor, prayer came slowly to Pete. Read Pete’s story.