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Jul 18, 2023

Samuel Johnson

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Samuel Johnson (1709-1784) persevered despite OCD and Tourette Syndrome. He himself said, “Great works are performed not by strength but by perseverance.” His accomplishments were even more impressive given his considerable limitations. Samuel was a literary genius, writing distinctive poetry and engaging short stories. He compiled the definitive Dictionary of the English Language, more commonly known as Johnson’s Dictionary. It consumed eight years of his life, contained 42,773 entries, and weighed twenty pounds. It was a testament to his wit, humor, and perseverance.
People often commented on his nervous tics and ridiculed his wild gestures. Friends were perplexed by his ritualized movements and compulsive tendencies. He displayed many of the obsessive-compulsive traits commonly associated with Tourette’s Syndrome. He was rejected for a headmaster position solely for his “distorting the face” tendencies. Yet he endured.  He had no personal knowledge of what ailed him. There were no meditations or therapies to take to lessen the affliction. His condition went undiagnosed during his lifetime. A century later, the medical community identified the disorder and began to treat it.

Samuel was a devout Christian and kept a prayer journal to center his life in faith. He prayed, “Grant that I may no longer be disturbed by doubts and harassed by vain terrors.” Yes, great works are performed by perseverance. Samuel’s prayer of confession humbles and draws me in:

Almighty and most merciful Father, you hate nothing that you have made, nor desire the death of a sinner–look down with mercy upon me, and grant that I may turn from my wickedness and live. Forgive the days and years which I have passed in folly, idleness, and sin. Fill me with such sorrow for the time misspent, that I may amend my life according to your holy Word, strengthen me against habitual idleness, and enable me to direct my thoughts to the performance of every, duty; that while I live I may serve you in the state in which you shall call me, and at last by a holy and happy death be delivered from the struggles and sorrows of this life, and obtain eternal happiness by your mercy, for the sake of Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

Rev. Dr. Peter James served 42 years as the senior of Vienna Presbyterian Church in Vienna, VA — 21 years in the 20th century and 21 years in the 21st century. He retired in 2021 and now serves as Pastor-in-Residence at Gordon-Conwell Theological Seminary.

Even as a pastor, prayer came slowly to Pete. Read Pete’s story.